Hello, and welcome to my world. My name is Kaitlyn, and I'm fifteen years old. Simply put, I'm a writer. Words surge through me with every beat of my heart. Writing is like oxygen to me, because without it, I cannot exist. Though I'm only a sophomore in high school and many would say I've still got my whole life before me, I've faced my share of trials. Yet with every issue I've endured, writing has been my outlet, the one tool that allows me to disconnect from the world for a short time and plug in to myself and my relationship with the Lord. Writing has been my constant confidant, a place where I can release a whirlwind of emotions and, at the same time, receive healing and progress into the next stage of life that my Heavenly Father has planned for me. I've created this blog more as a journal for myself, to straighten out my thoughts, document some "crazy exciting" milestones, and express the ups and downs of life. But ultimately, I hope that writing this blog will allow me to become more in-tuned with the thoughts of my Savior, Jesus Christ. With all of that said, I hope that God can somehow use me through this blog to express His unconditional love to someone else. I give Him the glory for all that I am and all that I will be.



"For God has not given us a spirit of fear and timidity, but of POWER, LOVE, and SELF-DISIPLINE. So you must never be ashamed to tell others about our Lord." (2 Timothy 1:7,8 New Century Version)

"God comforts us not to make us comfortable, but to make us comforters." -John Henry Jowett

Sunday, February 27, 2011

Got the Grumbles?




                  “I have heard the grumblings of the people of Israel. So tell them, ‘At twilight you will eat meat, and every morning you will eat all the bread you want. Then you will know that I am the Lord your God.” –Exodus 16:12

            Grumbling is definitely one of the most natural human tendencies of this day in age. Speaking for myself, I can easily say that I’ve master grumbling as a form of art. Even on the best days of the week, I can probably fine something to complain about in almost every situation. I whine when I wake up to my alarm clock buzzing madly. I complain when traffic is moving at snail-speed. I lose my patience when my computer decides to take the day off, or when my cell phone refuses to pick up a signal.
No matter what new gadget I buy that is supposed to make life quicker, easier, and worry-free, I still seem to find something to gripe about no matter what I’m doing. It seems to me like the more of this modern technology I posses, the shorter my patience becomes. Funny, isn’t it? My pastor has recently been focusing his sermons on “worrying,” and has recommended that the congregation read Exodus 16. As I opened my Bible and read the story, I was completely blown away by its relation to my own life.
The passage begins when Moses and Aaron are leading the Israelites out of Egypt and across the desert to the Promise Land. The Israelites found an excuse to grumble about almost anything during their forty-year long journey through the desert. They even went as far as to say, “I wish we would have died back in Egypt. At least there we could eat whatever we wanted and weren’t being dragged through the desert!” (Exodus 16:3) What they had forgotten to consider was that their complaints weren’t insulting Moses and Aaron. They were insulting God—the very God who had freed them from slavery in Egypt and promised them a land with everything they need. The Israelites had gotten so caught in their present sufferings, that they’d taken for granted all that God had done and was still doing for them.
Sound familiar? We go through life every day, disarmed and distraught over the smallest mishaps and inconveniences. Eventually, we can entirely forget the ultimate sacrifice God made to free us from the captivity of our sin. The constant flood of complaints that spill out of our mouths can block out the immeasurable blessings God adorns us with daily.
We can relate to the Israelites in a second way. They had ignored the fact that, despite their persistent whining, God continued to walk with them side-by-side every step of their journey. He listened to every ungrateful word that escaped from their mouths, and He still provided. Meat and bread poured down from the sky like torrents of rain and filled the Israelites camp. As His people remained ungrateful, the Lord remained faithful.
This is the reality for all of God’s people. When we walk through life carelessly, blindly, griping about the most insignificant matters, God still generously abounds His blessings upon us. Isn’t it time we begin to take notice? Chew on this for a while: If we can so easily tell the whole world what we are doing through statuses, tweets, and text messages, shouldn’t we spend at least a few minutes a day telling God what’s going on in our lives and thanking Him for all of His blessings? It’s about time to stop complaining and start rejoicing!  

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